second time around just means i`m stupid

i can't believe i did it again. again. after the first time, i thought i would be much more smart, but it turns out, nope..not at all. i don't have anyone to blame but me though. i feel ridiculous now that i think about it all, and just as stupid as i felt on halloween night. i wish saying that i learned my lesson this time would make it true, but i said that last time too. i feel like i learned my lesson anyway lol