i really need

to just chill. remove stress from my life. at least for a bit. im stressed like 20 hours seven days a week. it sucks. too many things. i find i need a change in direction. my life is leading to the boring road, the safe road. i find it hard to make risks, and to make my life worth anything. if i died tomorrow, i would have nothing to say for myself. nothing at all. its not going the right way right now..but its not too late right..?