i hate hate hate it. fucken a. missed rugby today because i didnt feel up to it, and then coach made me feel like crap. tried to do my math homework, but cant, because i dont even know how to do it. my brothers dont do anything around the house, and gotta do it all, or else my dad gets all angry. i dont have the time. trying to study for my social test, but its so much information and i cannot wrap my head around it. geez. its boring, and its hard. fuck my dumbness. and my out-of-shape-ness. fuck it all. and am very tired. would love to just go lie in bed, and read or something, peaceful, but that isnt really possible in this household. not until about 10. but im tired now! breathing would be good right now, fuck. math quiz tomorrow. goddamnit. rugby practice. thankgod for no school friday. fucking hell. gotta get my learners too. I WANT IT NOW! i fucking need it. if only i could stop time..for just an hour or so. get more stuff done. this is maddness!
end rant. =\
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