first game = death

so, our first ever rugby game is on april 15. that is in about approximately a week and some..ARE YOU KIDDING?! haha crap, our team is not even close to ready for a game. we are gonna get so beat. but, we will get beat with pride..and broken legs. daamn. but i love rugby. its so fun. except i cannot tackle worth shit. i think im just really scared to. i gotta shake it off man. im supposed to be tough. a taank. soon. i hope. i don't want to die just yet lol.