So I stopped. And I thought.
Which may have not been the best idea. I don't know if this is a real feeling or if I was just looking for things to feel bad about, but now, I'm in a rollercoaster of emotions. One second I'm up, the next I'm down. Up, down. Up, down. I know this happens to people, and I know it happens to me too, way too often I feel. Maybe it's just a phase...the stage in my life before my life actually starts? I don't know. I just feel like I need something in my life to get excited about, and be happy about, and have passion for. Why have I not found that yet? Am I the only one? That scares me way too much, and it's freaking me out.
Okayokay, I think now I'm just babbling about incomprehensible bullshit, so I'm done.
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On another note:
I've started to make friendship bracelets again. I think I may be addicted, it's so fun! All the colors, and the designs..the best. I am running out of thread though, so I gotta buy some soon. Let's hope I get a job soon, hey? CROSSING MY FINGERS.
School note:
Boooo, I suck. Haha, it turns out, I do not get better at school with spring semesters. I was really convinced I was gonna get an A, but that thought went down the drain with my 68% on my midterm. Darn. But! Two times now, I've spotted the cutie from my math class, the boy with the unapproachable earphones. BOY! WHY DO YOU WEAR THOSE UNAPPROACHABLE EARPHONES?! I should just spill a coffee on him 'accidentally' or something. That'll get him to notice me. And if it doesn't, well then I give up, and he has no desire for me. Saddest thought. Also: Where is Chemboy?! Damn that boy, my heart aches.
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