Sign of definite summer:

My very first mosquito bite.

Let me tell you. Mosquitoes tend to like me. A lot. I have no idea what it is about my blood, but I always have the most, and the biggest bites of life. Like, is there some kind of big neon mosquito sign on me that says "BITE ME, MY BLOOD IS GOOD, ALL WELCOME" ?! Geez. They should know though, that 95% of the mosquitos that bite me don't live to tell the tale. I'm not afraid of hitting them and getting my hands covered in mosquito gush. I should make a sign that says that. That'll teach 'em.

Anyway.

I definitely feel like summer has begun. Even though I've just started my spring course. I don't know if this is gonna be something I'm gonna regret later on, but right now, it doesn't feel like this class is gonna be hard. I feel very chill when I go to school. The campus is soo much nicer now than it's ever been. I've never been to school at this time of the year before so it's nice to see it like this. There are students lying on the chicken hill reading, or just hanging out, and people are walking outside, me being one of them. It's also surprisingly not that awful sitting in class for 3 hours. Which is technically about 2hrs & 30 mins given that we get a 15-20min break halfway (woo for breaks \m/), although I do wish there was some eye candy for me to focus on to help pass the time. I guess it's okay, I do have my imagination after all ;)

I have a feeling that things are gonna change this summer. We've decided that this is the summer of changes and experiences and just not giving a shit about haters and judgers and people and their stupid fucking opinions. Hey, if you wanna do something, go do it. Too scared? Fuck being scared. Pick up your balls and go. Life's too short and waay too exciting to be living this sheltered life. (I'm actually talking to myself here. It's not easy taking your own advice). This is my last teenage summer and I've gotta try and do it right this time. If I get embarassed, I get embarassed. If I screw up terribly, I screw up, and I fix it. Or, I move on. That's life. Things happen. And this time, they're gonna happen to me.

Next order of business: A JOB. MONEY. WORK. CASH FLOW. MONEYMONEYMONEY.

And these things would be nice:
- a camping trip
- thousands of movie marathons
- outdoor adventures
- dirty deeds
- roadtrips to nowhere
- sikome
- karaoke
- get through at least half of my book collection
- sluuumber parties
- reciprocated infatuation
- BEER PONG
..and whatever else this summer throws at us.