Spat.

I need to learn how to step back and observe my life from afar. It seems that I can't see anything too clearly from where I am. I have to look, and pick apart the pieces of my life that I need to change, and improve on. I actually refer to school a lot with this. Apparently I'm probably gonna get booted out soon, and with my current grades won't be able to pick my Spring courses. It's hard to figure out what I'm doing wrong. Sometimes it feels like too much. I'm lonely, and stressed.