It's 1am, and I'm sitting in my grad dress..

I was just watching the episode of How I Met Your Mother where they all break into a highschool prom to see a band. Lilly was having flashbacks of her own prom, and everything that she had said she would do after she was out of highschool. She broke up with her highschool boyfriend so that she could move on to those things..only to fall in love with Marshal the first day of college. I realized I left highschool without anything. No dreams, aspirations, hopes, or plans to do anything. I think I'm scared. I just noticed now that I don't like looking too far into the future. I hate making plans. I hate when people ask me what I want to do with my life, and I hate making resolutions. When people ask me "where do you see yourself in ten years?" I can only see a blank. I have absolutely no idea where I'm going with this. Maybe I just wanted to say that I'm sitting in my grad dress, and you may have wasted your time reading this crap, when all you needed was the subject line of this post. Whatever, wherever. Although this dress is still very, very awkward in the bust area, it makes me feel very pretty, and it brings me back to when times were very, very good. Even though I just went on saying how I hate looking into the future and making plans, I'd like to do one thing: break into a highschool prom/grad and just remember. Or if that fails, put on our grad get-ups and head to Denny's for a "post-grad" breakfast. They'll never know :)