Christmas is in 2 days. Two single, solitary days. And from now until then, you know what I want to do? Nothing. Nothing at all. I just want to lay low for a bit, I guess. Sit at home, in front of a tv watching some Christmas specials or with my face behind a book. I just finished the only Christmas book I have, so it's time to start reading the books that I got for my birthday, courtesy of Rizza & Julynel. I'm excited to open my gifts that are under the tree, even though I know what 98% of my gifts are. I'm also excited for my parents and brothers to open what they have, even though my brothers both know what I got for them, haha. It's the principle of the thing though. Oh and, my holiday tree on Farmville is getting kind of lonely and puny, *cough,cough* Ainsley.
I'm so incredibly grateful for this break from school. I was beginning to hate everything, and everyone in my life because of school. I was taking all my anger and frustration out on everything else that surrounded me, and it was beginning to get very tiresome. Thank goodness it's over for a bit. I have some high hopes for next semester.
2009 is coming to an end. It seems like everything's going by soo fast. In a couple of years, we'll be actualy grown-ups. With responsibilities and shit. Wholie crap. All I hope for, between now and then is that I get to experience my life and during that journey, find myself and where I want to go, so that I know that everything wasn't a waste. Right now it's hard not to think that, but as long as I still have time, I don't want to worry. New year means new start, kind of, and another chapter in our lives. I want to be able to find it in myself to become a better, more stronger person. I have to be able to hold my own. Resolutions are hard to make, and hard to keep.
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