with lust in my eyes, i'll be undressing you with every word

i have no idea why, but i have been in the crappiest mood for most of today. like, it came and went i guess, but damnit, i wish i wasn't feeling so crappy. it's not even it's like because of any kind of reason. haha how many blogs do i write that are all actually just me bullshitting about my life and how much it sucks? :/ i really should stop that. the connection in this place right now sucks, my video keeps stopping. i have no patience for this. i wish i could have just been sleeping right now.