if things don't start to look up..

i will die. woah, just kidding man. calm down. it`s just..where is everything? you know? i spend all day at home just doing nothing. i am completely unprepared for when i go to the university in TWO effing weeks, i cannot fucking find my fucking grad ring, i have been shopping the grand total of once this whole summer, and that was for three things. i know i must sound really..whinny, and ungrateful for what i do have, but i`m so frustrated with my life and the way it`s going. this is really just a rant, b/c i know that the only one who can fix all this is me, blah blah blah, but im so i dont know...disappointed with myself i guess.