i dont want to sound pesstimistic but..

why does this summer suck so far? i guess it is only the beginning of July, but it seems as if i had too much expectations for it, but i didn't think so, i don't know what is up with this, but it just seems to suck a bit. even not working is bumming me out, because i have absolutely no moo-laa, which frightens and pisses me off lol. if i don't buy a new piece of clothing by the end of this month, ohmygod. i need to get my ass out there more....before the REAL frightening things start to happen...aka, post-secondary :(