so i got to thinking..

..and the whole trying to put you out of my life thing, is harder than i imagined, and it`s just too much work that i don't even need to do. i mean...you're okay in my life. i like you. i really do. i just need to figure out HOW to have you in my life without my feelings getting in the way. i don't want to lose you i realized. like you said if you care enough, you'll make time to see eachother i hope you'll still care enough to make time for me. you're like my.....buddy, b/c you can't be anything else.