its the weekend, before THE weekend.

so we have our very first playoff rugby game tomorrow, monday, and a lot of what i did this weekend involved...drinking. haha perfect hey? i am definitely going to have to pay for that tomorrow. shit shit shit. but all in all, gooood weekend. it was so fun, both nights, but i'd have to say vannessa's rocked all. i miss dancing parties where its just loud music and good times. PLUS CAAKE! and today is the day of all work. gotta get some homework done, gotta clean the house and ready for the painting. its all a lot of work, but its okay. and this coming weekend....GRAD! wholie shit. i`m excited, i`m scared, i`m nervous, its too much, TOO MUCH. i don't feel particularly ready, but it`s going to happen, and i accept that lol. i also made a new rule for myself..and if i happen to break this, its just going to end in all shit for me. but maybe i can be strong..just for once.