i feel awful.

i've been sick for forever now, and i`m so so soo tired of it. i dont even get the whole cute soundingness that i want. whats the point then? rugby game yesterday was a complete bust. yeah, we can't win every game, but i wish the game was better though. i know i play like shit. due to me having the swine flu, and all. kidding. although, i guess i shouldn't kid about something so serious. so i figured out i need to take a chemistry course in u of c. meaning i must kick ass on the chem diploma this time around. if i dont, then i`m a failure. at least, to me anyway. and here's a plus, me and dennis albert hill will probably end up taking most of the same courses together :) there's something to keep me alive, hopefully