i am only one out of 234384789345743 people. i need to know that i am significant

rugby tomorrow morning again. this morning i woke up way too late lol. i am now completely broke thanks to the grad limo and spandex for rugby. perfect. this week is a short one. and then spring break next week. yes! i soo need the time off. i neeeed the slow down of life right now. there is so much stress, and everything is just so incredibly fast-paced. i need some more time in the days. report cards are coming up soon, and my grades all suck. nothing is where i need it to be, and i`m so screwed. damn. i especially dislike social and english..i wish i wasn't so dumb.