Wednesday, February 25, 2009

will i leave this place alive?

another hamlet quiz tomorrow. shit. and our very first social quiz friday. i am so screwed for both. and its not even like i havn't been studying, b/c i definitely have been. this stuff is just so hard for me to understand. i miss doing stuff like math and chem....even though i am taking chem, its just much harder to do online, alone. i need a teacher. i guess the only thing i can do is study my face off and hope for the best....and then tomorrow swimming + rugby conditioning. wow. i`m getting busier by the day. i would love some time to myself. i havn't gotten a chance to just stop and read my book for a while. hopefully this weekend.

oh, and its the beginning of lent, and even though this isn't actually giving up something, it`s something that'll make me a better person, which is actually the point, in the long run right? i have decided to stop over-thinking things, and putting a huge amount of stress on myself when i really don't have to at all..be more..relaxed and easy going i guess..but that doesnt mean that i stop caring completely, `cause i'd be so screwed for sure.

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