second best is all i will know.

i really reeeally enjoy the swim team. even though i`m not a part of the more advanced swimmers, since i`m just learning, its still so fun. i`m actually really glad i did it. i feel like this is a good way to end my high school year, i guess. but damn, with grad coming up, i have barely thought of it much at all, to be honest. it`s weird. not that i`m not excited, i really am. it just hasn't hit me yet, i guess. i feel like i`m already struggling in my classes, even though nothing has really happened. i need to start doing chem online. my thing hasnt gone through yet, and i really need it to. i dont do anything in spares and they always feel long as heck. not that thats always a problem. i feel so tired lately, and its probably the early swim practices. gaaaaaaaaaah. hopefully, i`ll be more fit by the time rugby comes by, and then our team can kick ass haha.