" i did love you, once"

today was such a fun day! the hamlet play was so good! the actors are really good. haha, less than halfway through the play i stopped understanding what they were talking about, b/c we never went through it all yet. good play though. its incredibly intimidating being at the university though..thats the only place i have in mind of where to go, and if i don`t get accepted, what the hell am i going to do? well, i guess i should apply first though hey? haha. and then mariel and i went grad dress shopping-ish, but we did happen to find dresses that we liked which i guess is good, and they were also cheap :) but........its at a store where other people probably know about..the worst thing..well maybe not the worst thing, but it would be a sucky thing to have the exact same dress as someone else...it would suck pretty badly. i want to avoid that as much as possible. gaaaaaaaaaah. but yeah, overall a good day. although, some thoughts did creep back into my head, but..i`m obviously not over it, so i guess i can`t expect that.