SECRET SANTAA!

i`m so excited. i really want to start going shopping, considering i only have about a week to do it. i want to get something good for my person. i wonder if the person who got me is going to give me my gift before i leave....i would like it, to remind me of all the things im going to miss..haha damn, on second thought..lol. i need to save my money. what if my parents dont have like tons of money for me to go to university? i mean..they`re already paying for my car...and shit..what about insurance....or gas? oh damn. thats going to kill me. i need to start to work more. i need to learn responsibility and not be lazy and expect things to just happen for me. it doesnt work that way..in the real world. ah shit. the world i`m THIS close to entering in a couple of months. wow. i`m going to live in the real world. IM NOT READY YET! dang.