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can`t believe i am still thinking about you. and the truth is, i`m not really even sure why. it`s all just so confusing. but i figure it doesn`t have to be. maybe i`m just making it more confusing than it is. yeah, thats probably it. because when i break it down, it doesn`t make any sense to me, so obviously, it doesn`t matter much. aiyah, i guess i just need to get my thoughts out somehow.