study study studdy,

but not for exams. haha damn. i've been studying for my learners exam. i really need that right now more than i need to study for social..JUST KIDDING. but, learners is just such a small thing that it wouldn't really matter too much. and i also have ainesley to help me with social, because she's pretty much got it made haha. LAAASSST DAY OF SCCHOOOOL!!! yeeah, wow. as happy and excited as i am, im also a little sad..grade eleven is over, and now comes grade twelve. shit. i cannot afford to slack the way i did this year, next year. it cannot be done. but even as i type these words i know i will, becasue i do not have very much will power, and i will end up getting bad marks and not pass >< ah well, that can all change in a matter of seconds. kidding. buutt anyyway...he's so cute! yeah no one really thinks so, but i do. and i`m sure people do, just not really my friends lol. ah gee. i hope he'e still here next year. ANYWAY. i have nothing to do..well okay that is a lie. i do have stuff to do but im not gonna do it, becsue well..i dont know how to..so how would i? i might as well just leave it. ah man, see thats what im talking about..lack of motivation. its bad, i know. but i guess i should go back to studying, peeeeeace out :)