huh.

so, today was a bit of a downer. we lost the game, but thats not really what matters. we didnt play too great as a team. i know i sure as hell didnt play too great. fucken a. math ib exam, paper one today, and im sure i failed. damnit i wish i was smart. you know? i wish i had the energy and motivation to study so that i could get a good grade and actually be happy with myself. damn. tomorrow, paper two. at least we get the calculator =). i find i can actually do some stuff without the calculators. haha good to know. damn. im tired now. goooodnight