WHY DONT YOU JUST CALL ME?!

maybe you dont want to. i've called you, and your never home. never. you're always out. how the heck do i talk to you? the computer? no. i will not talk to you over nex. UGGH. why dont you care enough to call me. JUST ONCE?! maybe you're just too busy to think about me. i guess i can understand that. i just miss you. but things have changed. its just hard to think that you've been a big part of my life for so long, and now your just..gone? next time you wanna say hi to me, give me a call. don't give it to someone to pass on the message. i'd rather not hear it at all.