damn, i miss you.

i miss you so much. its been like...weeks without even talking to you. geezus. why the hell? i get so awkward talking to you because you're different. maybe not different actually, but. i dont know man, its like. i`m not like as good enough for you. how am i even your friend? you're so much better than me. and now you've met people who are more like you, and its so hard because i feel like im beneath you? i dont even know. i cant even explain. this is so sucky. i just remember a lot of things that we used to do, and we dont even talk anymore. i wish i could just see you, and we could spend a whole day together like we used to. you know?! damnit man. you're like the best person i ever met. my best friend. what happened?